I haven’t asked for the divorce yet. I am waiting for the right time, but I have the same steely resolve.
I can’t stop thinking of the last two decades of bullying and tears. The old memories keep flooding in. It’s like the phenomenon know as an “ice shove”, when ice from a lake or ocean surges forward onto land. The ice is my memories and they have been shoved to my door step where they can no longer be ignored or tolerated.
It seems like there are thousands of stories and they keep popping up in my mind all day long. It has to be done. I have to be free, once and for all.